It's been a month since I started working in Shekhawat groups officially. Many things happened in this previous month, such as Sir won the business man award, we managed to get deals which would definitely sky rocket our growth and our name, but as we say, everything comes in pairs, such as good and bad things.
Even if we bagged many deals and made our name even bigger, we also lost deals and investors. So at this moment, we don't have anything to enjoy about. Every single employee in the company is working their asses off, leaving their kids and families behind.
Many things have changed, but one thing that is still the same was his rudeness and aggression. He is still rude and arrogant to me as he was. One thing I learned about him is, he is not only rude to me, but to everyone.
If we are talking about things then there's also a thing that has changed, and it is the friendship between me and Lucas. We would spend time in canteen together, go shopping together etc etc.
Even after all of this, I feel a void in my heart. I see that there is no one in this company that actually cares about his behaviour. No one will actually care about anyone else, only work and WORK.
Like two weeks before, he came covered in blood. Blood all over his shirt and face. Hairs drenched in sweat and cuts all over his body. I felt like I am gonna loose him.
I went to him and offered to help, and treat his wounds but, instead of accepting the help, he kicked me out of his room and strictly told me to not to interfere in his personal matters.
I try so hard not to care about him. He is not a kid, he can take care of himself but this heart of mine always melts, the moment I see him like that. It's been a month but I have not seen him have lunch or any kind of food.
He doesn't leave his cabin, the whole afternoon that means he doesn't have lunch. Skipping meals will only cause health problems but he will never listen to me. Even I cannot eat after knowing that he is skipping his meals, how can I eat after that.
I feel so helpless. All my life, I waited for him and spend life with him and now, that he is in front of me, we cannot have a simple conversation without him lashing out on me. Is he really okay? Is he fine?
I want to ask these questions to him but he will never answer me properly. I want to help him in his dark and shallow time but that guy is not ready to answer any of my questions right.
After that day in his cabin, he has started ignoring me. Even if I pass by, he will ignore me like I don't exist. Is the regretting that moment? MAYBE, otherwise why would he behave like that with me.
If he is not paying attention to me then why should I do that as well. This is where I feel stuck. My logical mind tells me to behave the same way, he behaves with me but the emotional part of my heart say that I should keep trying. After all, I am the one who is in love with him not the other way around.
Without wasting much time about this, I started looking into his schedule. He has a business trip in 3 days to Italy. Followed by 2 meetings today. I was updating the schedule in my calender when I heard a knock on the door. This is his cabin, and why would he knock his own cabin.
I walked towards the door and saw Lucas standing there with a bouquet of roses. A sweet curve etched my lips. No one has ever given me flowers let alone the roses.
"This is for you beautiful". His remark made me blush even more. "Thank you, they are so beautiful". "Just like you". My cheeks have probably turned crimson by now.
Holding my hands, he pulled me towards himself, saying " Come with me, I have to tell you something". Tell me something? What exactly?
Glancing at my watch I see that it's almost the time of his arrival. He will be so pissed if he doesn't find me inside his cabin as soon as he enter it. And I don't want to piss him more, especially in the morning, so I calmly decided to deny him "I am sorry, it's almost the time, I can't come with you right now".
His smile fell, I saw it. " But he hasn't arrived yet right". Before he could finish his sentence, a low sound of someone clearing their throat reached my ears.
I looked behind him and saw Him, Ranveer. Judging by his expressions, he is irritated. Lucas can't see him because his back is facing but I can. The death glares that he is passing me, standing there, only I know. Goosebumps are dancing on my skin thinking about the consequences already. I am done for good today.
Hearing his voice, Lucas turned back as well. His body stiffened at his sight, he knows how strict our boss AKA Ranveer is. No one will call their death themselves. "Good morning Sir", Lucas greeted Ranveer but this arrogant creature, did not bothered to atleast nod at him in response and kept looking deep into my eyes.
"I have mapped your schedule sir, you can have a look". I spoke finally. Still no response, is he really standing there or I am only imagining him?
Walking towards me, I see him coming closer to my face, step by step. I closed my eyes, not knowing how to face this situation but instead I, only heard the click sound of the door closing. Did he go inside? Opening my eyes, I saw that he is not standing at the place he was, so he actually went inside. I should go too. Handing the flowers back to Lucas, I entered the cabin, without even caring to stop and apologize to him.
Upon entering, I see him opening the buttons of his coat and sitting on his chairs. I walked beside him and pulled the file in front of him. "Have a look at your schedule Sir". He nodded taking the schedule from me and reading it?
Is he not going to shout at me? Not going to punish me? "Fine", all he said was fine. The storm that he had created inside me started to bubble up instead of calming down. What is he doing?
"Pack your bags, you are coming with me". One second I was worried about his outburst and the very next second, he diverted my attention. "Where?", I questioned back.
The moment these words left my mouth, his dead black eyes met mine. I see the anger bubbling behind it, like he wants to kill me right here. His grip tightened on the pen he was holding, so tight that it is about to break.
"First of all, I am not your boyfriend, that you will talk to me like this. Disrespect me and you'll be buried 6 ft deep inside the ground, trust me I won't discriminate just because you are a girl".
"And second thing, dare to question me back, just fucking do what I tell you to do. Pack your bags you are coming to Italy with me". Leaving no place to argue, I finished off the day the packed my essentials for the trip.
Wiping the sweat off my forehead, my attention diverted to the notification. This is the fifth time, I have blocked this guy and he has messaged me with new number.
At first his messages were okay but now, they have turned scary and more sexual. With every single text, he describes how much he wants me and all the things he want to do with me. I don't know who this person is and the probability of him being someone I know, is not low.
Since that incident, I have trust issues on people. I cannot bring myself to trust people easily. Everytime I think to trust a person, the tape of that night replays in my head. Everything I went through, every single disrespect I faced, just because I trusted the wrong person. That person used me right.
Removing all the negative thought put of my mind, I fell asleep until it is still boy dark outside, because sleeping in night is not possible for me. The fear is still fresh in me. I closed my eyes and fell into slumber.
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At 11:50 pm
"Leave me, let me go. Leave me I will not tell anyone about this. I am so sorry for what I did with you. I shouldn't have thrown coffee at you. I am crazy, I am dumb let me go please". My eyes opened with a jerk, resulting in me sitting straight at my place. My whole body is drenced in sweat along with my face and forehead. Raising my hands to the front, I see my fingers trembling with fear. I try to group them together and clutch them tightly but I feel like there is no energy in my body.
I feel weak all of a sudden. My hairs are all over my face but I cannot bring my hands and push them back. It was a nightmare, I try to calm my nerves down. This happens with me once in a while. Waking up in the middle of the night, covered in sweat, and trembling with fear.
In the dream I saw them again. I see one of the boy, pulling me by my leg and another one, removing his shirt. Three boys in total, and one of them, is my friend or maybe I considered him my friend.
I see that I am locked in a black room, with no windows in sight. They have my leg tied to a nail on the ground. Raking my eyes, I see a metal door in the corner. I try to crawl there, they have tied my feet which made it unable for me to go.
The boy is completely shirtless right now and walking towards me with a cruel smirk on his face.
This is the reason I don't sleep in night. Because there is no one to calm me down when I wake up from sleep like this. I feel scared, so scared that I want to rip this skin off my body. No one is going to hug me and tell me that it's fine.
Having no other option, I stand up from the bed and walk towards the bathroom to take a shower.
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In the company :-
"So you are going to Italy?" Lucas questioned me as we walk towards the CEO's office. For some reason, Ranveer has called Lucas to his cabin and me, being his assistant, have to be there. Lucas knocked on the door and getting the green light from inside, we walked inside just to see Ranveer sitting on his chair with a GIRL ON HIS LAP-.
What the actually fuck is going on here? My brain went blank for a moment. I couldn't comprehend anything. A girl in his lap, what is happening? What is he doing? What were they doing? And most importantly, who is she?
I lost my ability to think, and stand frozen to my place. Eyes stuck on his face and his eyes boring into Lucas's eyes, but that's none of my concern right now. So my doubt was correct. I was in love with him and that's why I never allowed any boy in my life but maybe that was not his case.
Even after watching all of this drama unfolding right in front of me, my heart is not ready to accept this. The grief in heart, got replaced with pure anger in a moment of seconds. Unknowingly my feet lifted and I find myself going further and further towards him.
His eyes which were boring holes in Lucas's eyes, turned towards me. I see him examining my moment but at this time, I am not able to understand what my body is reacting like. It's like my body is out of my control. My body is controlling me instead of me controlling it. I only see the girl in his laps and it is igniting the fire that even I didn't knew, existed.
Extending my hands, I cup his cheeks and place my lips on his.
Jealousy.......
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SPOILER
Raking my eyes on her, I see her walking closer and closer to me until she held my jaw and kissed me. What just happened?
Her lips stayed glued to mine without moving it. The very next second she pulled away when she realised what she is. Shanaya stood up from my lap and walked out of the cabin not before throwing the paper weight and breaking a vase.
But my mind was somewhere else, on someone's lips. Her lips felt so soft and sweet against me, making me addicted to her almost immediately. _______________________________
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