"What is it? you have gone blind. We should see a doctor for you"
Mom came and found the tie in the exact place I had been looking for it since god knows, hours. Why couldn't I find it before? I have gone blind really.
Wearing my school uniform along with the tie, I tuck my hair back into two ponytails to be precise, I am in a hurry to get ready and leave for school. I took a little amount of moisturizing lotion and lathered it on my face to prevent my skin from looking like an old lady's skin. I usually don't put on makeup cause I know nothing about it. Do we apply concealer before foundation or after?
I don't like the heavy feeling of makeup generally. My life has given me enough amount of tension in my life to even care about the way I look. I can't understand the girls when they say that they wake up 2 hours prior just to get their makeup done like how? I can never. I am a Taurus by Zodiac and I love my sleep more than anything in this world
Well not more than anything in the world. There is a certain someone who has my heart occupied and he is the one who has made my life more beautiful than ever, without even knowing it.
He lights up my world like nobody else,
Yes I love One Direction and Zayn tbh, but even Zayn is not as beautiful as my Love, My RANVEER.
Yes, the one and Only Ranveer Shekhawat. Son of the Billionaire Vikrant Singh Shekhawat and my bestfriend Alisha Shekhawat's brother. Call me whatever but yeah I am in love with my bestie's brother. Do I sound crazy? Yes, I am crazy, in love with him.
I know I sound so Confident and strong but in real life, I am quite the opposite. I cannot raise my eyes at him. I always end up pulling an unwanted show whenever he is in front of me, and end up embarrassing myself.
Like the other day, I made Gajar ka Halwa for Alisha, which was obviously an excuse, I made it for him. I stayed at his place till the evening, waiting for him to come and taste the Halwa. I did not even let Alisha taste it. So when he came, he tasted the Halwa and it turned out that I accidentally added Salt instead of Sugar, which resulted in him puking all the sweet out. From that day, I think a thousand times before doing anything for him.
As far as I know, he doesn't have any idea about my feelings toward him and it is good because I don't know how I will react if he gets to know about it. He will get a very bad idea about my personality, which can cause him to think of me as a cheap stalker or something. I am such an overthinker
I am an introvert when it comes to talking to new people. I prefer sitting silently in the room of talkers rather than greeting someone and inviting someone to talk to. I am better off alone.
Alisha is one of a kind who could bring the extrovert Amayra out of me. She is the only person who knows everything about me. I don't know how we became friends, she is one of the girls, who is always the center of attraction, who talks to everyone and becomes friends easily. But as we say, the opposite attracts, we both became friends.
"Amayra... Where are you? We are already late". Alisha called from downstairs, bringing me back from the trail of my thoughts. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I rushed downstairs.
"Bye mummy bye papa, I am leaving". I announced standing at the door, wearing my shoes. My mother's voice stopped me as soon as I spoke.
"Have some breakfast first Amayra". My mother always reminds me of having my stomach full before leaving the house, but mother, I am late now. I need to go otherwise my one-of-the-kind teachers will not let me enter the class in punishment. They hate me for God knows what reason.
I ran outside the main gate, holding Alisha's wrist before Mom could come and stop me to eat. I heard her voice at a distance and saw her standing at the entrance of our mansion and scolding me. Waving my hand, I entered our Car and left for school.
"Ami, What took you so long to get ready?". Alisha questioned me glancing at her watch and panicking.
"Your brother". I whispered it to myself but she heard it.
"What? Ranveer bhai?". She questioned me back. What shall I say now? Her eyes are stuck to my face like even if she blinks, I will disappear.
"No. I didn't say anything. Your ears are ringing". I exclaimed. I don't want to tell her the real reason why I got late, because if I do, she will rant about it the whole day. And her teasing is not easy to deal with.
She knows that I have feelings for her brother. She even calls me Bhabhi sometime. I hope Alisha that it comes true. She knows how to tease the hell out of me and that's the only thing I hate about her.
Other than that, she is the best. She is the best friend one could die for. There have been many points in my 16 years of existence that have stirred my mind to the worst, and the only person I find standing beside me is her.
She stands up for me, fights for me, and whatnot. I cannot fight for myself and that's my biggest red flag but what can I do, that's my personality, and I cannot change it even if I try so hard.
She says "You don't need to worry when Alisha is here", that's her go-to dialogue. I am glad for her presence in my life. She is one of the best things that happened in my life.
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In the school Canteen
"You saw her face, a literal bitch face. Like why are you getting on your nerve when it was boyfriend , who came and approached you first. You didn't initiated it right?" Alisha went in her ultra-anger mode when I told her about the guy who proposed to me outside the washroom, while I, only sat shaking my head in negative direction.
So what happened was. I went to washroom because of the nature's call no.1. After I was done with my business, I walked outside and that's when my sight fell on this guy who was standing near the wall of the washroom.
Creepy. Isn't it?
That's what I thought as well. I started walking towards my class when his voice stopped me. I stopped and turned around, only to see him standing a meter away from me.
He smiled at me and forwarded his hand to me. "Hi, I am Jay, nice to meet you". He started introducing himself, and I stood there, just waiting for him to come to the point why he stopped me here, in the middle of the gallery. Anyone can come and see us. I don't want anyone else to think that I was talking to a guy, alone.
"I have been looking at you for few days now and I must say, you are beautiful". I am blank, I don't know to respond. Out of all the things, this was the last thing, that I wanted to hear from him.
I know him, he is one of the most popular guy of our school, and my classmate Riya's boyfriend.
She is a bitch, if she saw me standing here, in the middle of nowhere and talking to her boyfriend, she will make my life a living hell. And this is the reason, we don't talk anymore.
She has an attitude of god. She thinks of herself like she is above all of us. Showing off and threatening people to get her work done is the bare minimum thing she does. She says she enjoys watching this fear in people's eyes. Like father like daughter. Her father is the MLA of Nagpur, full of power, and also the trustee of this school. This the reason, no one easily gets involved in fights with her.
"What happened? You are lost somewhere?". His voice bought me back from my trance of imagination.
"Say something. Can we at least be friends". He spoke in a very calm and courageous voice with an eyebrow almost touching is line of hairs .
"I don't think your girlfriend will like that". I exclaimed, it is a matter of fact. She think that she has got an angel as her boyfriend.
"She does not need to know". Ohh so he thinks bargaining like work with me
"I don't know". I answered honestly. My minds get blank whenever I see boys around, talking to me. I cannot bring myself to talk to them any freaking way. The only boy that can make me speak and can make me shut up is HIM.
Jay stepped closer to me and held my hand in his. I got startled for a second. What is he trying to do?
"What exactly do you not understand? I am politely asking you to be my friend. Just say yes or no." The confidence. Saying this shit while looking straight into my eyes and holding my hand like he is reciting a poem for me.
Fuck a poem, I don't even wanna see his face. Say it on his face then, even my subconscious mocked me for being a coward.
I tried to get my hand out of his grip, only to feel it getting tighter and tighter each passing second. Before I could speak something to him, I heard a voice.
A manly voice.
"Leave her hand Jay". Raising my eyes, I looked at the owner of the voice. Peeking behind Jay,i saw a giant 6'3 ft tall, handsome boy standing there.
Holy Mother of God, is it really him or I am dreaming about him? Gosh this is not a time to daydream, stop it Amayra.
I opened my eyes, just to see him standing behind Jay. This is not a dream he is here. He is here to save me.
I want you to be Mine Ranveer. I want your name behind mine. I want everyone in this world, to know that I am yours, and you are mine. But the question is, Will you accept me after knowing my truth or you will also leave me alone as everyone else did?
In the hard times, when the whole world is against you, you only seem to need your parent's embrace. Knowing that they will protect you from every single bullet, that the world and society fire at you. But I guess this quote did not apply to my story.
It is so hard to stand against your own family members and see them hate you to the core. The people who are meant to provide comfort and love to you, have turned their back towards me. Like I was never their daughter, never their own blood.
What can I do? Nothing. Just regret and cry about all of it.
How are your thoughts about Amayra so far. Do you like her? Or you Like Ranveer.
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